Not only the name of one of the best cd's and life changing cd's I've listened to, but also something that I have done in my life. In the past couple of months, I have planted so many seeds, and they are only growing into beautiful trees. Sarah and I have almost been together for 2 months(on December 9th) and both of our families know and love the fact that we are engaged. Our parents are very supportive, and are already involving themselves in the planning of our wedding! Jerry(dad) and Jordan(brother) and I get along so well and I love it.

I love being at Sarah's house just about every night, relaxing and cuddling and enjoying a warm fire and a cute Christmas movie. After purchasing the first ring that Sarah had initially wanted for her engagement ring, she found another ring and decided that this was the one that she truly wanted. And of course, I didn't want her to have a ring that both her and I disliked, so I bought the new ring, and I must say that it is the most gorgeous ring EVER! Seeing her with the ring on her finger brings such a huge smile to my face! So, it is now day 3 without Sarah home. She left for Vegas on Saturday to visit her mom and family and to spend Thanksgiving with them. It was so hard letting her go at the airport, and it's hard waking up not seeing her gorgeous face, and not doing every day things that we do. But, I know that she needed to see her mom and family, and I wasn't going to object to it or hold her back from visiting her family. God has definitely blessed me with such an amazing woman. Last friday, it was her grandparent's(dad's side) birthday! So, Sarah, dad, and I went up to her aunt Leslie's house in Corona Del Mar to celebrate their birthday. The whole day before we left I was so nervous but once we got there and I started meeting people I got a lot more comfortable. I love everyone that I met! We had an amazing dinner, and cake, and chatted for a little while then headed home. When we finally reached my house, the last thing dad said to me was "Chase, you're really starting to become a member of the family." and that made me SO freaking happy! As soon as Sarah got home, she called me and said "Am I on crack, or did dad say what I thought he said?", I laughed and replied "Yes, he did!" :] So, since Sarah is in Vegas with her mother and family, her and mom and grandma went and tried on wedding dresses and Sarah showed them her dress! I am so happy that they love it just as much as her. Last night I got to video chat with Sarah...for 4 hours! Mom says "Chase, when you see her walk down the isle, you are going to die!" haha, that was lovely >.< I'm so glad that mom is helping us with the wedding finances and planning...that means a lot to me. I hope that the next few days go by as fast as possible, I miss having Sarah here =/ I talk to her every day, and I was so blessed to have seen her face yesterday, that made me so freaking happy :] My love and feelings for her are growing more and more every day, and just like I told her, when she gets back, I'm going to fall in love with her all over again :] OH, I saw Twilight: New Moon on Saturday night.

Yes, I am a HUGE fan of Twilight, and I must say that this movie was amazing. I love the first one, and the second one was just as amazing. I'm so freaking stoked that Eclipse comes out in just 7 months! Well, Sarah comes back in 3 days and I can't freaking wait! I'm upset that I cant spend Thanksgiving day with her, or even see her as soon as she gets back =/ I am spending Thanksgiving with my dad, and going to see KISS at the San Diego sports arena! Yeah, seeing KISS for the second time will be cool, but I'm only excited for two things that day. 1. I get to go to my favorite city in the whole world! and 2. I get to see my gorgeous baby that night when I get back! I can't wait! Well, I can't promise when I'll write again, but I'm sure it will be sometime soon. So, until next time.