Desperate Times Call For Desperate Measures.

I'm finding myself in a whirlpool right now. It's my first night alone without my babe. Her boss finally returned from vacation yesterday, which means we don't get to sleep over with each other until another occurrence allowing us to do so. This isn't fair. Well, then again, life isn't fair, but why can't we sleep over with each other when ever we want? Our friends Fletch and Brandon are engaged as well, and are pretty much the same ages as Sarah and I, and they get to sleep over with each other every night. Granted, their parents are obviously more lenient than my parents and Sarah's dad. The situation is extremely twisted, because her dad and my parents know that we house sit and sleep in the same bed with each other. If trust isn't the issue, what is it? I've been able to sleep over at Sarah's house once, and that was only because she was too tired to take me home, and we were leaving earlier the next morning to go up to her grand parents so her dad let me stay the night, but that was the only time. I don't know what it is, but I'm thankful to the fact that we at least get to spend every day with each other.

It was so hard letting Sarah leave for work this morning, knowing that it would be the last morning for a while that I would wake up to her face. Only a few more months until we're married and I get to slap time in the face! My bacterial skin infection is going away gradually. I picked it up by spending too much time in the hot tub, every day for the last week and a half, and I developed it. I've been putting apple cider vinegar on it for the past couple of days and it's clearing right up, thank God!

Summer! Ugh, you're finally here. I hate hate hate the sun, but I've been opening myself up to it surely but slowly. And to hear this coming from a Cali boy that's lived in this beautiful state for 10 years! I love the sun, but it just drains my energy and turns me into a righteous asshole sometimes! I've been lathering myself up with sun block every day, hoping and praying I don't get a sun burn! I am definitely looking forward to going to the beach as often as possible though :] Sarah loses her job, unfortunately in a couple of weeks but God has already blessed her with a new one, Praise him! I am definitely looking forward to spending long, hourly, beachy, fun filled, love filled days with her.